The Sullivans

Talk is cheap, but this stuff ain't for sale.

2011-04-13T12:38:00.000-07:00

I realize nobody cares what your kids say BUT, Big but, this is my place to write what is important to me. With that being said... Oh how I love how Gab's mind works. This girl is a talker, detail oriented and fascinated by the world around her. My mom tells me almost daily to write down the things she says so I can always remember her budding personality. Lately she has really been throwing some good ones at me. So, I'm gonna try and go back and record my top faves and I will keep them coming for my sake and hers:

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I had just put the kids in the tub and was about to get in the shower myself while they played. Gabby looked at my (obviously scary naked) body and said, "mom! why do you have all that hair down there!?" I said, Well Gab, When you start to get older and your body changes you're gonna start growing hair there and other places too. Like your armpits and legs". She said, "it is so ugly mom. I'm not going to keep my hair, I'll just shave it everyday." And ps, It's not like I have a huge unkept bush my any means! She must have noticed my stubble... Wow, that's embarrassing.

Stella ripped a smelly fart out right next to Gab and she was so annoyed. Saying, "UGhhh! Stella! You're gonna make my breath stink!"

"mom, when is like a cleaning person gonna come work on our house?"

On our way to school a GINORMOUS dog had its head out the sunroof of the car in front of us.
Gab says, "mom! that dog is like saying, I'm the king of the world, not God anymore!"

That is all for now.

Back in this business...

2011-04-13T12:02:00.000-07:00

It has been far too long since I've blogged because now when I look at these pictures I realize my children are almost a year older! This is crazy talk. When and how did life move at such an incredible speeding rate? I'm not down with it.So much has kept me busy but if I don't blog, I don't "scrapbook". I also have taken far too fewpictures of my gorgeous girlies.So I guess I'm gonna give this another try but please keep in mind it's all for my little family to have a nice web of memories so I'll just have to brag on them a little here and there.

This has been the happiest year of my life and I know their smiles and spirits are a huge part of why. They love me to no end and willingly accept me with such genuine love. Motherhood brings me such joy!

First Day of School

2010-08-16T23:39:00.000-07:00

School has started and I am excited because Gab is SO thrilled about it! This is her second year at Barefoot. She loves it and tells me every day how much fun she has. She is always talking about the teachers, kids, and the fun things they do. This makes it easier for a mother to send off her young little first born for 2 and a half hours where I'm not huddled over her helping her do everything. It kinda makes me sad but I'm so excited for her to learn and grow. We talked about what to wear for 2 days. She was dead set on the "diamond" shoes for about a week in advance.

She cried when we had to leave gabby at school.

Grandpa Ken

2010-08-07T22:56:00.000-07:00

Easter 2007

A picture for Grandpa

Gabby is a total "arts and crafts" nut! She asks to color or make a craft about a zillion times a day.

She loves to draw a picture and tell me every detail and what it all is.

This day she decided she was gonna make a 'valentime' for Gramps. She just loves my dad and always talks about him.

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She asked me one day as we left their house, "mom, why does my grandpa always kiss you on the lips?" I said because I'm his baby girl like you're mine. and she said, "oh, I think I'm gonna start to kiss him on the lips too". She is so not a lip kisser! She will kiss me or Stella on the lips and that is it. Rarely can Shaun get a kiss on the lips. So I thought that was pretty funny.

Another thing I want to remember her saying about him was last week when I was taking her to gymnastics in bloomington I told her I had to run to my moms really fast to get some allergy medicine then I'd be right back to watch her. She said, "is my grandpa gonna be home?" I don't know Gab, "well tell him I miss him but he doesn't have to worry about Gabby because I'm okay, I'm just at my gym class."

The day she colored the 'valentime' She said it was Grandpa riding his cow, chasing a pig at his ranch. I just love how many legs the cow has and that the pig has arms and hair.

Stella - 20 Months

2010-08-06T23:20:00.000-07:00

...Lots of this...

1. Lots of tears and opinions have entered into your life... We are having a few meltdowns a week but nothing mom can't handle.

2. goes to the outside freezer for popcicles several times a day.

3. Loves eggs, yogurt, Quinoa, beans, corn, hotdogs, spaghettios, soy beans and juice

4. is starting to resist nap time on occasion but I don't let her win.

5. Misses Gabby when she is away for any period of time.

6. Had a case of COXSACKIE virus! It was awful!! Temp of 104 for 2 days and I could barely get it to lower. Ulcers in her mouth, would not eat much of anything for 4 days. Gogurts, popcicles, and dibs saved us.

7. Loves to play with Gabbys toys.

8. Loves her new puppy Max. Slaps her Knees and says here Max.

9. Is the best girl and growing up right before my eyes!

10. Is a climber! oh boy...

Stella needs to slow down! She is getting so big and it is breaking my heart. I used to get excited for new milestones. Now I don't. It means their childhood is in fast forward or something. It's going by too fast. I can't stand it!! Here Gabby is back in school and Stella is rounding the corner of 2 years old! Soon I'll be potty training her and getting her a big girl bed. I'm hoping it slows down a bit for my sake! I love this little girl. She is a joy.

Barefoot swimming lessons

2010-07-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

Gabby has taken two sessions of swim lessons at Barefoot. I could not be happier with the outcome. She can pretty much swim but I don't encourage it because I can't take my eyes off Stella when I have them both at the pool. She has completed level 1 and 2 and is totally ready to take on level 3. Summer is winding down so I think we'll start back up next summer.

It was fun to watch her progress and get more comfortable in the water. She has gained a lot of confidence this summer and I really think the swimming helped for some reason.

...We love summer...

2010-07-15T22:37:00.000-07:00

We have spent a good chunk of time outside in our fun backyard. The girls love it and so do I.

Stella could play outside alone all day if I'd let her. We've had plenty of popcicles, Capri Suns and watermelon.

Their favorite things this summer:

1. Sidewalk chalk

2. Bubbles

3. outdoor sink

4. jeep

5. bike, tricycle, plasma car

6. washing everything outside (like Cinderella)

7. and swimming at Grandmas and the BCC.

What a fun summer we have had!!!

4th of JULY

2010-07-06T22:22:00.000-07:00

We had the best 4th of July this year. It was Gabbys first time seeing the city firework show. I have had her in bed by 7:30 or 8 every year and this year we decided to let her stay up and party. She loved it but was so worried about the "poor mountain". She thought for sure the fireworks were burning it and hurting it and starting big fires.

Her facial expressions say it all... And these were just the dinky packaged ones you do in your yard. She just loves a good firework display.

Stella on the other hand did not find it pleasing. She was worried and scared and wanted her Grandpa to hold her.

I love celebrating holidays with and through my children!

Stella -19 months

2010-07-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

Stella Jane @ 19 Months

1. Starting to say more words. Gabby, Where's daddy, Oh no!, All done, All gone, Night night Gabby, Love you. This, That...

2. Has straight messy hair. All. the. time. She pulls out bows, elastics and headbands with in minutes and all the time in her car seat {in route to the destination I'd like her hair to look cute}.

3. Has big feet (size 7)

4. Has really funny/strange toes and toenails. I have only had to clip her first 3 toenails on both feet. Her pinkie toenails are TINY. her big toenails are not flat. So funny looking.

5. She loves her pink silky blankie

6. Doesn't eat good anymore.

7. Always sleeps through the night now.

8. is Tall and has long legs.

9. LOVES to be outside.

10. Says "play" as soon as she wakes up from her nap.

11. Is a champ going up and down our horrific stairs.

12. Loves Nursery and never cried one tear. She pretty much begged to go in a couple weeks early and they let her right in.

13. Does not care what I dress her in. (Gabby was SO opinionated at this age)

Stella you have been the best, easiest baby and you make me want another one right now. I having the best time watching you watch Gabby and try to repeat the things she does. You are so lovable and affectionate to everyone you know. You always ask everyone if they are okay by touching them and saying "oo okay?" You are as sweet as ever and Gabby just adores your every move.

These words

2010-07-02T22:47:00.000-07:00

Say it all. {So far,} Gabby treats her Gentle and loving.

She is such a kind, great big sister! I am so madly in love with these two little souls.

xoxo

Buzz Worthy

2010-06-28T13:26:00.000-07:00

Every once in awhile I have to post on things I am totally digging.

1. Loreal Double extend Mascara. This stuff is by far my favorite mascara to date. I traded in my beloved Lancome and gave this a go. It comes off so easily when you wash your face. None of that black athletic-looking under-eye black out smudge stain... This comes off all wormy in little strands. Not sure if that is the best description but: it's awesome and comes off easy. Not to mention cheaper than "good mascaras"

2. Shellac Nail products. I am a little obsessed with nail polish and my fingers and toes being smudge free all the time. I hate chips and smudges and all that stuff that comes with polishing them... I was getting my nails done by a friend and have loved the axxium by OPI gel soak offs. But, I wanted it all to myself so I could do my nails any time. So I bought the new Shellac (kinda the same stuff) by CND. and I am absolutely loving it. You have to buy your own lamp and the stuff is a little pricey but it lasts for so long and remains flawless for the most part! What could be better! I can't wait for more colors to come out.

3. Quinoa (Keen-wa). My kids are gobbling this up lately. Stella is in the self-feeding/mess everywhere stage and this stuff is great for her to spoon up. I love it because it is a protein and a complex carbohydrate. It is great for very young kids up to adults. The whole fam can eat this super healthy stuff.

It's kind of like rice or more similar to the look of couscous. Delish!

4. Rockaholic. I've been on the search for a good dry shampoo for years now. I usually wash my hair every other day. I have just entered the 3 day grace zone!!! This stuff is the best I have found and it smells fabulous too.

4. This recipe! (watch the video) You have to like spinach. If you do, TRY IT!!! It is delish! I just made it for the fam tonight and Shaun licked his plate clean with is rare when Im the cook. I usually only rave about recipes if they are yummy and healthy. This is so good for you, easy to make and ready in about a half hour, max. It is pretty much a perfectly balanced meal. I made it with the above QUINOA... wonderful.

Just try it... I promised my frosted flake french toast was yummy and many have agreed,

who makes regular french toast anymore...

A Sister Is A Fabulous Friend

2010-06-24T14:32:00.000-07:00

Gabby's 4th Birthday Party

2010-06-06T13:31:00.000-07:00

Chef Gabby

She requested a hot pink and gold Hello Kitty Cake.

Thank you so much Heidi, Jenn and Jentry!!!

Gabby's party was a blast. The kids had a great time and I'm so glad we had a good turn out. I went for the zero stress, zero responsibility and had it at Little Chefz! AWESOME!!! It turned out so cute and was totally worth the experience. In the end I'm positive it ended up saving me money.

Seriously, Gabby had such a special time being the "head chef" and she felt so big!

I hope you enjoyed the party in pictures.

They are backwards but you get the idea. It for sure won't be our last party there. Gen did a great job with all the kids. She is awesome.

(I can't believe this whole month has come and almost gone already. I have a lot of blogging to catch up on. Lots of milestones and adventures to record from my girls to look back on).

Interview With Gabby @ 4

2010-06-03T14:34:00.000-07:00

What is your thing to do? Play Barbies, big and tiny.

What is your favorite food? Jumping beans, abacado, quesadillas, Pony snacks (fruit snacks)

Who is your favorite Princess? Actually all the Princesses but mostly Jasmine and Sleeping beauty. (this answer changes daily...)

Who is your favoite friend? Well just Tae and I like Addy Coughlin.

What time do you go to bed? in 100 hours. (wow)

Do you like preschool @ Barefoot? Yes, but I'm sad I won't see Cinjun ever again. Now who can I marry when Im bigger than Tae?

Where do you live? North America in St George and I love my house.

Why do you love your house? Because it's made out of brick. (um, it's not...)

What is your favorite color? Pink and Aquarine. I like rainbows too.

Can you write your name? I want you to do it in yellow.

Some words you say that crack me up:

Hanzatizer= hand sanitizer

Chuckie Jesus = Chuckie Cheeses'

Alman and the Chic Munks

Chicken Dale

Aqua aring = Aquamarine

Gabby @ {four}

Little lady you just light up my whole world. You are absolutely the sweetest little girl I have ever seen. You're still very shy around adults you don't know. You always say nice things (remind me to) and you thank me for EVERYTHING! You are so into shoes it scares me. You love a good lip gloss and still hate to get your hair done but you don't fuss anymore.

Just today in Costco they were giving out the new yogurt Creamies for free and Gabby said, mom, "what do you say"? I was still talking to the lady and she kept saying, "mommy, what do you say?" OH!! Hello. "Thank you". Then she said, "Thats right mom, good job".

What a little cutie you are.

Also a few weeks back we were delivering your birthday invitations and you said, "Mom, I actually don't want a brother anymore. Could you pull over and say a prayer to ask Heavenly Father for a girl now? Me and Stell will be quiet and fold our arms." I about died laughing! You are so funny and I have no clue how you think up what you say.

What I love the most about you is how many times a day you hug me, kiss me and tell me how pretty I am. I am so happy and proud to be your mommy.

One last story I want you to know... Recently when you were at Church you brought home a page you colored in Sunbeams about Adam and Eve. We talked about them when I put you to bed that night too. When were were about finished you asked if Eve got put on the naughty bench for eating that fruit?

Something like that happened to her right? lol.

I Love You GABBY!

Twas' the night before the princess turned 4!

2010-06-02T12:40:00.000-07:00

...Still 3...

Here is some of her birthday stuff. I had to write this part down because it is so her and I want to remember these things. I picked up a ton of the Stella McCartney stuff from the Gap while in Vegas with my sisters. It was so expensive originally and they were practically giving it away in the store. I had already given her most of her clothes before her birthday but I left this leopard shirt and gingham jacket in the bag with her bday dress and baday outfit. She took one look at the shirt and jacket and said, "who is this for! It's NOT mine!"

I always make sure the moment my kids wake up on their birthday things are all decorated and set out for them so that every second of their day is all about them. I loved making this "banner" for Gabby simply because she loves banners and merit badges (thanks to Max and Ruby)...

More to come on her special day!

For now, I love you Gabrielle.

{B}est {F}riends {F}orever

2010-05-23T14:33:00.000-07:00

These to girls are opposites. Night and day. I love it. They love each other to the core! They are already true BFF's. I snapped these pictures of them just playing. At least 100 times a day Gabby grabs Stell for a squeeze even if she wants no affection from her... Whatever Gab does, Stell is sure to follow or just deals with it.

{xoxo}

...Each is so special to my heart...

Graduation Class of 2010...Gabby

2010-05-23T14:13:00.000-07:00

You have to make this big and notice the 2nd picture. Hilarious!!

She is so mad at me for taking pictures.

Little Gabby has just absolutely loved school this year. She was never scared to go even for a minute from the very first day. No hesitation here (which surprised me because it took her 16 months to go to nursery without bawling). Barefoot has been so wonderful and I am happy with how much she is learning. She can count to ten in all sorts of languages, knows all the continents and lots about them. She knows all about animals, reptiles, land, water, people and their homes and flags. She is a bright little girl who I couldn't be more proud of!! Congratulations Gabrielle! We love you.

She will be embarrassed one day but I have to post it for memory sake. This little girl is quite the performer. BUT, not in front of other adults. Her teachers say she is not shy at all in class or in front of them but to all those parents in the audience she gets oh so shy and worried. These pictures make me feel for her because I remember to this day feeling the exact same way! We are so alike it's frightening! There were times when I was little that if people would talk to me and say things like, "oh you're getting so big Lindsey" or "Oh you're growing up so pretty" I thought they were making fun of me.

Little Gab had diarrhea til about 7pm that evening. It took her all day to get over the big graduation ordeal. She was a trooper and didn't cry but boy did she hide behind the little Halie in the pink dress!!! To get up on that platform was sheer terror but she did it.

...Pierced ears for Stella...

2010-05-21T13:48:00.000-07:00

*sorry, i don't know how to rotate my pics*

Monday I had decided to give Stella a mini make over by getting her ears pierced, hair cut and of course nails painted.

She bawled so hard during her hair cut I was holding her and She just felt so attacked! Poor girl. She got over it the second the cape came off.

Needless to say, I didn't get pictures of the mud flap removal cut. BUT I did get pics of her earrings after. Since I was holding her down then too.

Swim "camp"

2010-05-20T23:16:00.000-07:00

...Love the pointed toes...

...Blowing bubbles...

...kicking...

...Playing by Lisa...

...The supportive sister...

Gabby took swim lessons from Cute Shayli last year and wanted NOTHING to do with it then or now. She would bawl and bawl and never quit. This year I let her decide. she said she liked shayli as a cheerleader, but not a swim teacher... She said, "I just don't like her mom. I only want her to be a cheerleader."

This time around Stella is forced to do the lessons and Gabby is just there at her own "swim camp" for support. Stel did so good! She never cried until the last few lessons when she had to pass off a few survival tricks that she passed with flying colors!! Go STELLA!

The last few days when Stella cried during her lessons she would just whimper, "yeah, yeah yeah" over and over again. And sometimes shout out a "ding dong" What a cutie!

17 months. Stella.

2010-05-20T22:56:00.000-07:00

Lots has happened to this little girl since the 13 month walking post...

She went through adenoid/ear tube surgery last month. She was a snorer, a bad sleeper, always sick, had a perma cough and runny nose, and just always seemed not herself to me. I had to do it. I had scheduled the surgery once before and swallowed the 100 dollar fee for canceling 2 weeks before. And I had also taken her to see 3 dr's... I prayed and fasted and had a really hard time with this decision. It was the right thing to do. She is SO much happier now.

@ 17 Months:

Has started to really come into her little personality more and more. Here's what we're noticing:

You don't mind a mess. In fact, the messier the better in your mind. You dump out every toy, bucket, crayon, movie etc. I love it. Gabby just says, "Ughhhh! Stell!"

Love your Minnie and Mickey Mouse toys.

Go through several outfits a day. (Gabby never ever got her clothes dirty) I can't believe how different my kids are!

Love eggs, avocado, milk, hot dogs, blueberries and soy beans.

Have all your teeth (minus your 2 year molars I believe)

New words: Ding dong, tiptoe, tickle tickle, Uhh Ohh!, Gabby, dog, Yeah yeah yeah (in clusters of 3, when she is crying. it's the cutest thing!) Nummys, bye bye.

Just got your ears pierced!!!!

Just had your first haircut!!! (No more rat tail/mud flap)

Have HUGE, chubby, square feet. (size 6, almost too small)

Love ice cream cones... it's a nightmare for the carseat!

Are still the cutest thing in the world to your little family

Easter

2010-04-27T13:55:00.000-07:00

Better late than never. Happy Easter!

It was still slightly chilly for our tea party in our new Easter dresses. But, we didn't seem to mind once the suckers, gumballs, sugar cookies and cupcakes showed up!

Spring

2010-04-27T13:39:00.000-07:00

Thank goodness the nice weather is here to stay!!! {Fingers crossed}

We're moving the outdoor toys OUTDOORS!

I'm ready for the Barbie Jeep and slide to give back my family room.

Happy Spring!

I gotta feeling...

2010-04-03T21:41:00.000-07:00

I want another BABY!?

Baby Stella

This was maybe the happiest day of my entire life so far. I cannot remember ever feeling happier.

Instant love for her baby sister.

Was Gabby really this young when I had Stella? She looks like a baby herself!

~About 2 hours before Stella came to town~

I am SO mad this picture is not clear! It does not do my giant-ness justice.

Lets just say I was itching and ready to go.

I am in a crazy state of mind. I want another baby. I am not scared and I can't push the feeling aside. I'm more like trying to talk myself out of getting fat and uncomfortable. But, of course I'm that lady who does not get sick and loves being pregnant. I really do. It doesn't bother me except for the constant urge to pee. Despite how RIDICULOUS I look pregers, I think I'm ready but I'm gonna give it 3 or 4 more months to make sure I'm really up for it. I could have a melt down tomorrow and change my mind forever.

But Stella has been so dang easy and I see and feel myself mellow out and not try to control every moment and action with my kids.

I miss having a new born. Both of my babies latched right on and were so easy to nurse. I think I'm just missing that whole first new stage. But then again, Gabby was the worst sleeper and cried so much. I am not sure I'm ready if I get another crier. Stella never cried. She only had one bad night where I was up til midnight with her and she wasn't even crying, just fussy. I still cannot believe that. Gabby would bawl for 2 or 3 hours straight some nights as a new born for who knows what reason. Night and day babies for sure! I just have to keep trying to remember everything you go through with a newborn. I swear you forget it all until you're faced with it again.

Baby Gabby

Little Gabber in the NICU. Poor girl had a really rough few days. I was a mess and terrified and completely overwhelmed. I didn't think I'd ever adjust and get dressed in normal clothes again. Ever! My c-section hurt so bad. I couldn't even hold her standing up for about a week?

I love what motherhood does to a woman. Talk about sink or swim.

I'm grateful for my mother and mother-in-law and all my sisters.

I am also so grateful my Heavenly Father gave me the divine roll of motherhood. These sweet girls could not possibly be more precious to me.

Time flies when we're having fun!!!

Couple retreat.

2010-04-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

His beloved carrot juice at the Bellagio Cafe. (Eww)

Cutest frog

Kind of reminded me of Bugs Life

Vegas seems to be our go-to spot. Close to home, great eating and shopping and wonderful entertainment. Last weekend we went to see John Mayer. Shaun had really been wanting to see him. I totally jumped at the chance to take him to another concert. He had never gone to a single concert when we got married! What? I went to dozens in high school and college. I love music. I am dying to see Elton John and Tom Petty. I am not afraid to admit that I'd also love to see Rod Stewart! I love most music from so many eras.

We stayed at the Bellagio. We stayed there with my family years and years ago while we were dating. It used to be my favorite but it is starting to look a little ran down in the rooms. We loved walking through the cute spring display. Gabb would have loved it.

John Mayer was amazing live. Amazing. He rocks out and pulls the craziest faces while he sings... Weird. But a great night. I did not bring my purse or camera to the concert. I'm bummed cuz I would have got some great pictures.

Spring has Sprung

2010-03-27T00:08:00.000-07:00

This was absolutely hilarious to me. I was laughing so loud the neighbors were staring. I couldn't help but get my camera out to capture Stella's face from her content experience with the chocolate and powedered doughnut. She was acting so silly!

Oh the pink push car has been a favorite toy of both girls. Stella absolutely loves it and cries each time it's time to go inside. EACH time! She'll happily play outside alone with no older sidekick. The girls have loved the back yard so far and spring has only just begun!

They love to have a popsicle in their play house. When it was time to come in they were both taking it pretty hard. It started to get windy and as you can tell they had stripped down to panties and diap due to getting soaked from their big sink outside.

So, mom brought the slide in for them to continue the fun. I just LOVE bulky toys to add the the load of stuff we already have in the house! half the time I bring in the barbie jeep. So this isn't as bad.

Enjoy your Spring and Happy Easter!!!

Showing some love

2010-03-26T22:54:00.000-07:00

Some things I'd hate to miss out on:

OPI, "You Don't Know Jaques" The perfect taupe color.

MAC lipstick in Pretty Please. Without fail, each time I go to Nordstrom, they are out.

It is in my opinion the perfect shade of nude/pale pink! It just goes with any eyeshadow.

Pureology Shampoo and Conditioner

I use the pink kind. I am in love with how my hair feels and keeps its color.

Gel Nails. I have never had them done but my friend Brandy had her sister do hers and they looked amazing. So, I headed over and got navy blue nails that are fabulous and chip proof! no more chipping off my nail polish during sacrament meetings! I can't wait to try her other

colors. I'm not into acrylic, they look nice but they are high maint and get too long. I like shorter manicured nails.

Parenting with Love and Logic.

Great book, amazing advice for kids young and grown. I have learned a lot.

1,2,3 Magic is also awesome. One line that stood out and I'll never forget... went something like this: a parent yelling at their child is simply an adult having a tantrum. They have lost control and no longer know how to handle the situation.

HELLO!! Have we all been there or what?! Well I never have but I'm sure I'm the only one;)

From the Orange Peel, Bubble tea with Green coconut, Thai coconut and Almond. No sweetner. My absolute favorite treat!! You must try.

Biviel Shoes. Need I say more. I only have a few pair. But each is as comfortable as the next and they are all heels. 4+ inches due to my little height set back. I recently purchased these!

These are way cuter in person. At least that is what my mirror is telling me.

Disneyland!!!

2010-03-05T20:33:00.000-08:00

Fabulous Ariel's Grotto. I would have to agree that @ $30 per adult and $15 per child that is some expensive dining. But is it really? Nope! It's totally worth EVERY penny!!! No lines. They treat you like gold. And the kids like the food. You are guaranteed a visit from 5 princesses. Not just a measly hello either. We got tons of pictures, autographs, and plenty of conversations from Gabbys anyway. She asked Aurora where prince Philip was?!

Seriously, this trip was all about Gabby seeing the princesses for me. I was dead set on having her dine like a princess in their presence. I was thrilled with the way it turned out.

A disney MUST DO!!

Stella mostly said "WOW" the entire trip. Even before we entered the park she was in awe. How wonderful to see her light up at every single thing that met her untrained eye. Loved seeing her flabbergasted.

I love the pic in the stroller. It was literally our last 20 yards to the hotel. They were beyond exhausted after 3 days of Disney love.

Stella did not love Ariel's Grotto, or any of the princesses for that matter. She liked the Jello.

We were laughing when we saw Goofy because all Stell would do is grab his giant tooth. She could only stare at his mouth.

We had the best time! Until next time.

Walking. 13 Months.

2010-02-07T20:20:00.000-08:00

Stella is FULL of life and walking like a maniac. Each day she took several more steps. But @ 13 months and 4 days she took off and never crept on all fours again!

Teeth!!! Look at all those pearly whites!

I love you more each day. Yes, Still.

You have truly brought so much more fulfillment to our little family.

xoxo

Dixie Cheer Clinic #2

2010-01-07T20:01:00.000-08:00

Gabby loved her first little cheer clinic she did back in the fall. So, we did it again for basketball... It did not go over well. She was stoked to play the part. BUT not dance in that tiny packed gym. She stood there frozen. And when the older cheerleaders held her up as a flyer, she put her head down! ha. It was too cute. She gets her shyness from me for sure. I could have never been a cheerleader in high school... Why? Because I could never get over the fact that I would have had to stand up in front of a crowd with my legs in someones face all night. Serious.

Gabby is so into dance, gymnastics, and cheerleading. I hope she continues to have the desires to be actively involved in these activities. I think it is so good to have your kids involved in school and things that build their character and self-esteem. I love this little super star.

I will admit, I am the one to blame for the bad, bright, uneven eyeshadow. Still adorable!

...Christmas 2009 Part 2...

2009-12-25T23:55:00.000-08:00

The Princess couch may have been the biggest hit ever for Gabby. I hate it.

Little HK gumball and water dispenser... Bad idea.

Cutest biker babe in WFields! (yep, she was carrying a naked baby in her baby carrier)

..Christmas 2009...

2009-12-25T23:20:00.000-08:00

It's been 2 years since I've had an official tree agian. 9 footer. I loved it. But I'm no good with ribbon. But really, is any one surprised? I have zero skills!

Santa searched hi and lo for this Hello Kitty bike. It was a Hello Kitty kind of Christmas at the Sully res.

The DS. She has mad skills. Blows me away... She's 3!

I'm the first to admit, Stella got the shaft. She got a ladybug scooter and the pop up tents...

A few outfits and some great stuff from the grandparents. But really, she just wants anything and everything. So, she was spoiled by everyone else. We gave Santa the okay to go easy on her

Merry Christmas to all and to all a happy 201o!!!

Sweet Gabrielle

2009-12-22T21:41:00.000-08:00

(Today, 12/03/09) you're 3 and a HALF! I can't believe it's come and gone. I love your little voice and cute little timid shyness around new people. Then you burst with conversation that moves at the speed of light. You love all things girly, sparkly, pink, purple, jeweled, bright and the list goes on and on. I never in my wildest dreams thought I would get a girl so girly! My dreams came true. You love to dance and sing and simply run loose through the house.

I enjoy your constant conversations with me or Stell in the car telling us what you see, what we should say or how it is our turn to sing. You know it all and even know it all for everyone else too.

Details special to me

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Some things you said that I never want you or me to forget:

"Mom, when I was a tiny baby and the Dr. took me out of your tummy was I bawling because I wanted to go back to Jesus?"

Mom, why is your tummy a little bit chubby all the time? Are you having a brother for me?

"Stell is pretty chubby but we really love her"

"My Grandma sherril is kinda old and wears glasses but she is really pretty"

Why does ****'s mommy have rasins all over her face?

"One time I was getting Ariel tattoos on my hands and Jesus said, "Gabby, don't do that, it's bad" so my mommy got me in the tub."

Gabby: Mom lets go to Jibby Johns and get a diet coke. Me: Um, we aren't getting Diet Coke anymore because it's bad for our tummy's" Gabby: We can just go to a different store to get a different kind of diet.

"Can I borrow your wedding dress and those white flowers and sparkly shoes so me and my prince charming could go get married in Las Begas?

I was tucking you into bed... "mom, make room for Gaston, him is taking his boots off so he doesn't get my bed dirty." (excuse me!?)

Your prince charmings changed on a daily/hourly basis. Ranging from, Aladin, Gaston, Beast, Prince Philip, or Prince Charming or even Cinjun from your pre school class...

You make me laugh, hysterically most days. You get a feisty attitude and really like your way but have such a soft little heart and rarely make a scene longer than a minute. You are for sure a joy and have been a easy little toddler. You are doing so good in your preschool class at Barefoot Montessori. You love to color and draw. You draw people, smiley faces, suns, some letters/numbers and are getting really good at hearts too.

You are so beautiful and kind to others. You love your friends and family more than anything. You are so thoughtful of others and concerned for people. You are genuine and sweet.

I'm so glad Heavenly father trusted me to be your mother and gave me this privilege. I love you so much my Gabby girl.

FAMILY PICTURES 09'

2009-12-21T20:12:00.000-08:00

(Shaun was practically on his knees and I'm wearing 5" heels...

Still a height difference. Our 16 inch height difference really cramps picture day!)

Gabby was a total and I mean total stinker! She was not having it. Our shoot was short. I was totally bummed out that I didn't get any of the girls together or individuals of the Gabber but what did I except? She isn't a huge fan of smiling for total strangers. I'm not sure where she gets that from... (Hint: me!!!)

Stella's 1st Birthday Bash

2009-12-03T20:41:00.000-08:00

{Party} in {Pictures}

The banner by Carly- I'll be using these every year for each of my kids on any special days they have

The BIRTHDAY girl!

The Hippo

The cake Jenny and I designed

Yummy

First taste of cake

Love @ first bite

Almost had enough...

So happy!

The damage

Showin some love

(Tae, Kenzie, Gabby)

Birthday LOOT

Sogged out, and ready for nigh' night.

{Small Details}

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Stella the hippo baby turned one and it seems like she was born weeks ago. This baby thing flies by. I'm sure the 3rd will grow up even faster. I am just trying to sit back and enjoy as I take it all in.

We had a fun little family party for Stell and it was perfect. Grandma Heidi busted out her serious cake makin' skills along with Jenny to make this cute mod/hippo cake to match her birthday banner and shirt. Wow, it all turned out so cute I think! Thanks to all the help!

Stella was the life of her party and loved every minute of it! She dove right into the chocolate cake and never held back once the fondant was off. We loved to watch her interact with the cousins as they helped her unwrap her gifts and go to town on the new toys! She was in heaven.

How Mom felt: I didn't want this day to end. I had so much fun getting everything all ready for you. I loved that you were my one year old because as a mother it feels like a year of accomplishments for both of us. Watching you grow and meeting your ever little need is the act of pure selfless love that cannot be taught or learned or faked. I love you Stell, Happy birthday.

[ONE] year

2009-12-02T19:31:00.000-08:00

Birthday Girl

Stella Jane you're one year old! I would have missed it if I blinked. Luckily I kept my eyes wide open. I watched your endless stares. I watched you look at your little family with loving adoring eyes. Each day you put your trust in me that I would be there no matter what. I can count on one finger the night(s) you fussed and couldn't settle down. You have been an angel since your arrival that cold December morning. I prayed and prayed that this delivery would go nice and smooth so we could peacefully get acquainted. I felt different giving birth this time around- Confident in my ability to love and care for you. I already knew how to do everything just right without that constant worry. You made me happier than I could have imagined; I worried that I couldn't love another child quite as much as I'd loved the first. How could there be any room in my heart? There was a space just for you to fill and I'm positive it's spilling over.

I love you Stella Jane!

Love, Mommy

@ [ONE] you:

Jabber all day saying: Mommy, Dada, Gabby, No-No, Ba-ba, Nigh, Nigh.

Do things like: Point (to EVERYTHING, nod your head, jump in your crib

Look for Gabby from the minute you wake up and call her name

Love peek-a-boo

Try to feed us

Love to look at books

Play so wonderful by yourself and with sister.

Are pretty good at taking a few steps alone

can now stand up in the middle of the room (not holding on to anything)

Climb the stairs super fast

Don't crawl much anymore.... uh oh!

Sleep pretty great still. 11-12 hours each night.

Are almost... almost off the bottle. 2 a day for now. You were guzzling 4 until last week.

Have 10 or 12 teeth. (12 that I can feel)

Giggle lots

Make us smile all day long.

(2 weeks old)

11 months

2009-11-16T13:56:00.000-08:00

11 months, 13 days. I'm late!

Stella Jane! I just love you to pieces woman

@ 11 Months you:

Have 7 teeth

Are an amazing sleeper

Still have the best little temperment

Are always happy

Talk non-stop.

Can say, dada, mama, ba-ba, be-be, do-do, no-no, bahdah, bahdah (jibberish!!)

Love to put your fingers on your lips and make silly noises.

Do "so big" all day long

Clap for yourself

Have eczema pretty bad

Try to put everything on your head (sunglasses, hats, bowls, headbands, etc)

Crawl like a true champ now.

Stand alone here and there but go down fast.

Not even close to walking.

Finally keep shoes on and they will fit your fat but thinning feet!!!

Mediocre Mother

2009-11-15T21:08:00.000-08:00

I have totally abandoned my blog mostly because I don't have the patience to put up with my computers internal issues. I have to "force quit" about every 2 seconds with makes it fun to use and it won't upload pictures...

The past couple weeks have been crazy like everyone's lives right? I mean when exactly is life not crazy and full of, "oh we just laid around all week" moments. I don't think those are the things we look forward to. So, we have been getting our vaccinations, going to school, getting ready for the holidays, putting our Halloween decorations "back to bed" and realizing we need to buy a Christmas tree! I want to get one from the Jubilee.

I love Christmas, but don't love the stress of getting everything done in a hurry and stressing the whole time.

Last week I picked Gab up from school and needed to head to the post office for about the 50th time. I had a tired baby, and a 3 year old... This 3 year old waited so nice in the line smashing her sisters face between her hands and talking adorable baby talk to keep her entertained and to "calm down, Gabby's here." We only had 2 people left in front of us. There were about 6 people behind us. Suddenly Gabby is freaking out saying how bad she has to go potty. FOR THE LOVE! She said, "mommy I'm trying to hold it so hard but some came out in my panties and I don't want my boots to get wet!" Of course not!

She got out of school at 3. It was now 3:32... Does the post office have a restroom? Of course not! We flew out the door to the nearest..... Dental office? yeah. They were happy to have us. Then, business was handled and we were right back in line. At the END. it was now 3:42. We had been at the post office merely hanging out for almost an hour. I was loving it:)

2 days after the 'day at the post office' I left the room for a couple minutes thinking Stella was still in her bouncer, no. I had taken her out. Um, we haD no gate yet. She was heading up our horrifying stairs. She had never even touched them or been near them. Well, she made it up 10 of them!!!!!! Ahhh. I'm SUCH a good mom. She was not even phased except beyond ecstatic about her accomplishment. I screamed and flew up them to rescue her and felt sorry for myself and my lack of responsibility the rest of the afternoon. I ate a doughnut or 2.

Also, Don't dress up as a witch for Halloween and wear 'Mambo' colored loose powder on your cheeks for 'witch' blush. It is not a good idea and comes out looking like you're sea sick. Halloween was a total loss this year. I was SO not prepared with appropriate costumes. We were all kinda last minute witches and it didn't make for a good photo op.

Have a great week!! This week has GOT to be better than last for me...

School Pictures

2009-10-22T17:20:00.000-07:00

I absolutely love how these pictures turned out! I can't believe I have a kid old enough to have

"picture day." Gabby just loves Barefoot. I'm glad that is where we decided to enroll her.

I don't have a scanner so this is a picture of the picture via photo booth. Hence the sweet quality and lighting.

Mediocre Mother Monday: (Chubby) Computer Mom

2009-10-19T14:23:00.000-07:00

It's true, I don't give myself enough credit for all that I do. But, I don't wanna get into the mentality that wiping my kids bum earns me points in the grand scheme of things because lets face it, it's required. Its not a lot of fun but they are cute bums and I get plenty of interesting conversation while fulfilling my requirements each day.

Gabby actually came in last week while I was sitting @ my computer and said, "please could you play with me now?" She had been so busy playing while Stella slept and had not made a peep for almost an hour. I felt guilt wash over me so I went in and let her do my makeup yet again. Then she asked me (I don't remember her exact words) if I wanted to put on one of her prettyful dresses so I didn't look like a computer mom all day. Oh wow, A computer mom... Enough said about where I'm spending too much "quality" time. I told her, "I would love to wear one of your dresses but I don't think it would fit." She said, "Oh yeah, you're a tiny bit too chubby." Ahhh! She is now on this kick where if someone is "bigger" for instance, a pregnant woman she talks/yells about it. Plenty loud for them to hear. There was the CUTEST tiny/huge pregnant girl in Target weeks ago and she kept repeating herself, "Mom why does her have a really chubby tummy?" Or something along the lines of, why is that man really so chubby?

We have officially entered the 'my child speaks and embarrasses me' stage. I kinda love it!

I don't have much to say since I got most of it off my chest a few days back (that must be why my 'no-longer-nursing' breasts have shriveled up to a sparse B cup).

So, I'm off to watch what still remains on the DVR. I mean, polish my silver.

Jibber Jabber

2009-10-15T20:58:00.000-07:00

My blog is amazing to me because I love my life and all that it is filled with. It is just a great way to record life as it passes to share with your kids and family. BUT, I used to love to blog for the mind spewing opportunity I let off every once in awhile. Not for negative things, just let off whatever had been brewing for who knows how long (while being held hostage by my 3 yr. old).

I have to admit the famous "anonymous" rude-olph the snot nosed commenter(s) really pissed me off. I don't care if you think I'm a bragger. I'm actually not. I feel like I do share things that make me happy and things I get excited about... I don't blab about elaborate gifts, trips, or whatever you meanies are imagining. I don't recall ever blogging any "look what I have", or "look what I can do" type of posts. I read my friends blogs and see flowers, new shoes, jewelry they received as a surprise, their homes being built, or a great pair of jeans they splurged on and think to myself, "Wow, good for them! That is so fabulous. I also realize people love their children more than thighs love a donut shop and that their blog is all about their children and all they are because it's for them! There is no such thing as over loving your kids and being too happy about all they do and say. If you get 'nauseated' by my blog for whatever reason, please click elsewhere in the future. I never wish people didn't have it good, or wish they were miserable in life by way of being jealous and or writing hurtful things to them on their personal site and hide my identity for the sake of who knows what. I can't think of much that is more inappropriate when it comes to blogging.

In the future, If you consider yourself a "friend" as the few of you mentioned or acted as if you had known me since grade school then left your comment with one of these: :), please, send me a private email to air your feelings out about how much I brag and nauseate you.

Here's to blogging because I feel like it.

I am so proud to say I deleted 5+ shows from the ol' DRV roster last week! Yeah, there are a few left... that is so pathetic. I have said goodbye to Greys, Glee, One Tree Hill, MTV all in itself, and Chelsea Lately. The only one I watched religiously was Greys but I'm kinda done being a waste of space. I'm pretty sick about the fact that in relief society under the "hobbies and special interests" I had to write: wish I had some... Please teach me @ enrichment. 619-****. I believe shortly after writing that I shot a comment over to Carly P and s.o.s'd her to teach me to sew. Then started hitting up "sewing night" at Lacey's round the corner with no machine or fabric to my name! I have nothing I'm good at or enjoy outside of "husbands company" or "being a mother of 2" So, heres to learning new skills and developing some talent up in here. Somehow... I'm not gonna start singing acapella into the webcam but I may just buy a sewing machine!

The first step is admitting you have a problem right?! (too much TV) Now, I'll fill the void somehow.

With that being said, I'm going to start writing on my blog on Mondays for my "Mediocre Mother Monday" Because I enJOY writing.

Enjoy.

10 months

2009-10-15T19:17:00.000-07:00

Jet-puffed marshmallow pigs

Stella Jane you're straight from Heaven! Hand made just for me. You're A true blessing, no disguise necessary! I could just eat you up and swallow you whole. I could hold you and stare all day long but you wouldn't let me because you're too busy exploring your world from one minute to the next. I want you to slow down but hurry up and play with us! We're fun and girly and oh so silly. We can't wait to have you know what we're talking about so Gabby can teach you how to be sassy but sweet, fashion conscious and her finger wrapping skills.

You're my little ball of butter mixed with joy and sunshine too. I love you in our life, you make the days seem brighter. I can't wait for all that's ahead, but I'll sit back and watch you grow with a huge smile across my face because you have stolen my heart and set that stinkin thing on fire. Girl, I'm glad you're mine forever, you've come to the right place! Thank goodness this family is aboard the Eternal Express!

Love mommy.

@ 10 months you:

Are so busy

have 7 teeth

army crawl over regular crawl but can do both

Stand up with great ease

Walk or "cruise" along any vertical surface

have adorable silly facial expressions

are captivated by gabby's voice

never cry or fuss

have stick straight hair that stands up tall come rain or shine. VOLUME-ous strands one day!

still have the fattest feet I've ever seen But I have found several shoes that fit you!

Wear 18-24 mo. clothes for the most part but some 12-18 too.

Sleep 12hr. @ night from 8pm to 8 am. Take 2 naps for 2 hr. each.

Clap your hands

Feed yourself not only your food but everything on the floor...

Play "So big" 24/7

Weight: 22.27 lbs.

Height: 30 in.

Head:

I've fallen for FALL

2009-09-30T14:57:00.000-07:00

I am under a spell. I got the itch to bust out my decorations that have been in deep, DEEP hibernation for about 3 years.

I love fall. I can't wait to take Gabby on countless drives again this year to find all the "scary houses" and dress them up on Halloween!

...BOO...

Vegas baby! Kid style!!!

2009-09-22T14:46:00.000-07:00

{Lied Children's Museum}

Singing: "Beauty and the Beast"

and "Under the Sea"

She chose to dress up as... none other than Belle.

Decisions are so hard!

Us inside our own bubble!

Pretty much Stella's only real hands on activity...

Flying the plane while wearing the fire hat

Ready for take off!!!

That will be $5 please

Picking out her own groceries

Suite @ the Marriott

We decided spur of the moment on Friday evening to get out of town and cater to the kids/Gabby all weekend. We packed up and headed to Vegas, used some Marriott points and stayed @ the JW in Summerlin. It was WONDERFUL!!!

We started out by visiting the Lied Children's museum on Saturday morning. WAY fun for all of us! Me and Shaun even really enjoyed ourselves. Gabby could not get enough! It is all 100% hands on experiences. After spending half the day there we went back to the hotel for naps. Then off to the pool then dinner and bedtime.

Sunday we woke up and headed to Circus Circus since it is Gab's favorite place on the planet... {yuck!} She could have rode that awful carousel til' it broke down. and the hot air balloon ferris wheel was also a hit. Most of the rides are total kiddie rides so it was perfect for her. Then we took her to the New outdoor mall, Town Center or whatever it's called. The playground there is so cute. I'm tempted to run wild there... She loves that tree house thing with slides and the little pretend kitchen. Then it was off to yogurt Land and Sanrio, then home. We planned the whole weekend just for her. Stella was just happy to be a part of all the excitement. It was fun to get away and just play as a family. We had the best time!

Circus Circus!

Hot air balloon ride. Stella's favorite from what we could tell

Yogurt Land. Yes, Stella had plenty!

After a sweaty good time @ the playground, We enjoyed the nice weather and strolled along the park area.

Just today...

2009-09-21T14:11:00.000-07:00

you learned to:

Pull up to stand! (on anything)

sat up in your crib after nap time! I was pleasantly greeted by a big smiling face when I came in to get you.

Were StANdInG in your crib after your second nap!!! Ahh! We Immediately lowered your crib to the very bottom. It's a long way down. Mommy practically has to drop you down in there now.

and you:

Weigh in at 21.1 lbs.

Are going to be a hippo for halloween! Since we call you Gloria there was nothing more fitting.

I rocked you to sleep last night and held you long after you fell asleep because I feel you're growing up way too fast! I can't stand it.

{Just wanted to remember this day for when you're all grown up}

It was {{{mostly}}} an accident!

2009-09-08T12:36:00.001-07:00

This post is kind of for Emily, just for fun. She said my blog really sucks. It does. I know.

My husband was away for longer than I knew what to do with myself...

I'll bet I'll be sending some stuff back. I'm the queen of RETURNS (not proud of that) Why waste the money in the first place? Then I have to waste other people's time, or mine once again. My conclusion is; I like the thrill-in the beginning, then the guilt enters my mind.

BUT I won't be returning these amazing{!!!} finds for sure:

Gabby needs some boots and I'm over Uggs. So... She agreed to these for 2 reasons:

I told her Pocahontas has them.

AND the fringe is really beautiful and shakes like a pompom!

She instantly decided I was right, she DOES need them.

This dress is insane! I LOVE it and it is finally on sale for a FRACTION of the original price!

Elegant! Gabby's 3 yr pics will probably likely feature this little number?

Picked myself up this necklace!

Then decided I had to have a few of these amazing little handmade clips by her.

So cute!

9 Months

2009-09-04T15:11:00.000-07:00

Stella was 9 months yesterday! She is too much fun. We are loving having 2 kids. But then again, she made the transition from one to two a piece of cake!

@ 9 months you:

Have 6 teeth.

Can army crawl/crawl really good now

always have rug burn/chapped knee. Yes, only one knee is chapped.

You basically crawl on 3's not all fours. Hence the above knee problem from you dragging it.

Love to eat baby food finally. And every other food out there.

Absolutely love your sink tubbys with Gabby.

Take great naps and sleep all night every night.

Weigh slightly over 20 lbs.

can pull up onto your knees. Can't figure out the standing up part just yet.

Have a cold right now. :( It makes me sad to see you sick.

First day of Preschool

2009-08-18T21:36:00.000-07:00

Are you kidding me?! When did Gabby even turn 2 let alone 3 and August is halfway over!

Today my oldest baby grew up right before my very eyes. She walked into class told the "name tagging" teacher her name and totally walked away from me. She wasn't nervous at all. She was so excited to see Adi and Jr. and Elsie. Her and Ad were wearing the exact same skirt and shoes. Totally unplanned.

Gabby is learning so much and growing too fast. Mid July we had tubes put in her ears due to the fact that she was almost completely (temporarily) deaf. They have done wonders for her!! She can hear and speak so much better and it's only been a few weeks since she had it done. I can't believe how much her talking has already improved.

What a milestone the surgery and preschool have been for her this summer! I can't believe she is in school now. The first day was a total success. She loved it!

I am so happy to have these two beautiful healthy girls in my life. They make me want to be more than potential. They make my life so full of love, energy, entertainment, happiness and keep me focused on what truly matters.

8 Months

2009-08-14T20:12:00.001-07:00

You and Gabby love to bathe side-by-side in the sink!

My you have grown.

I (still) love you more each day.

@ 8 months you:

Try to crawl, but only scoot (moaning in frustration the whole time)

have a hilarious little 3 toothed smile.

Wrinkle your nose, smile huge, and breath really fast. Its the cutest funniest thing.

Are not as good of a sleeper this month. Not sure what you're deal is little lady.

Love baby einstein movies

Want me to help you stand at toys and furiture all day long.

Have cankles, thunder thighs, and puffy cheeks!

Your hair stands STRAIGHT up at all times. You look like a turnip.

Want to be big and play how Gabby does.

eat everything you can get your hands on.

2009-07-24T14:08:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to muster up the strength to blog. But, I have no pictures to my name with the exception of Gabby from birth to about 18 months.
My hard drive crashed. Totally. Dead. Pictures and all other data lost forever. I'm sick about it. Especially since I thought I had them all backed up on my external hard drive....Turns out, I have no clue how to store data on it and never did it correctly.
So, I'll try and get some new pics up as soon as I quit sulking.

Cute Kids

2009-07-09T14:11:00.000-07:00

I love these kids. What cuties, not to mention super sweet!

{I've Fallen for you}

2009-07-04T06:24:00.000-07:00

{She went a little heavier on her brows than mine:)}

The ABC's of ME loving YOU.

I'm so Absolutely, Benevolently, Certainly, Desperately, Endearingly, Foolishly, Greatly, Helplessly, Instinctively, Joyfully, Kissably, Lost, Magically, Noticeably, Obviously, Positively, Quite, Radically, Selflessly, Truly, Utterly, Visually, Wonderfully, X {marks the spot!}, Zanily in LOVE with you girls!!

Love, Mom

7 Months

2009-07-03T09:46:00.000-07:00

You're too cute for words.

I can't believe my baby is almost gone! Actually, I'm pretty sure you swallowed my baby...

I love you.

@7 months you:

Still sleep great (last night was your first 12 hour stretch, you woke up twice, and put yourself right back to sleep within 5 min.)

Are sitting up without help for longer now

Love to suck your toes (I did this too)

LOVE Gabby to clobber you

Have Not 1 but {TWO} teeth!!! (June 22nd)

Are finally liking baby food. It took a good month

Love mommy most still

Love car, stroller, shopping cart rides

Weigh 19 lbs. (Not the official Dr. office weight)

Will only nurse still

Love baby einstein now

Spend lots of time jumpin in your jumper (the must have baby toy of all time)

Will sit in your carseat FOREVER and not cry

I long for facing you forward- I literally can barely carry your car seat 100 feet

You're the best baby.

Party like it's 2003

2009-06-19T20:38:00.000-07:00

I just ran across our Cabo pictures {pre baby days}.

We went on so many great vacations! I was barely 21 here and Shaun was 23 That is proof that time officially flies! I'll be 27 in August... How is that possible.

Today was one of those days where you stop and think {when you're right square in the middle of kid pandemonium}. How do I do this every single day? I feel like a failure.

Today: Gabby didn't wanna go to swim lessons AT ALL. She locked me out of my bedroom, undressed herself and hopped in the shower with Shaun to hide from me. Cried 90% of the lesson, and proceeded to tell me she wasn't happy with me. She is sick with a pretty bad cough. I didn't want to make her do it, but she had been getting used to it, and was blowing me away with her swimming ability! Don't worry, I'm not about to get all confident and let her swim on her own. I just want her to know what to do if she ever fell into a pool. Stella is also sick. Her poor nose just drips all day long.

Today, I needed this:

Everything Mom

How did you find the energy, Mom

To do all the things you did,
To be teacher, nurse and counselor
To me, when I was a kid.
How did you do it all, Mom,Be a chauffeur, cook and friend,
Yet find time to be a playmate,
I just can’t comprehend.
I see now it was love, MomThat made you come whenever I'd call,
Your inexhaustible love, Mom
And I thank you for it all.

Lastly, I am not a cook.

2009-06-11T13:44:00.000-07:00

Has anyone heard of these or had them done? I'm dying to try these puppies out but don't think they are available in St George yet? Please leave me a comment if you know anyone doing them in town. They sound so fabulous and I'd love to hear any feedback if you've had them. I think you can only get them in Northern Utah now?

Nail gallery or Minx nails

I am such a sucker for a great looking manicure. I spend too much time painting my nails because they chip and smudge .2 seconds after they dry. I love my nails painted so this sounds like an amazing product.

Also, I got a ticket today which sucked. Why couldn't I have been given the ticket yesterday. I mean yesterday I looked like I just rolled out of bed and put on the first thing that covered my underwear up (which may or may not have been the case). It was one of those days where you are just doing laundry and playing catch up after your vacation. I got up and put in all the effort today. Even got to put eyeliner AND mascara on! Why did I have to get the ticket on a good day? Lame.

Lastly, I am famous for always walking out of the house with tags on my pants/shirts. Today was no exception. 2 minutes after receiving the (alleged) speeding ticket I sat down and started eating my salad... Torrey had a little birdie {old man} whisper to her that her "friend in the purple had a tag she might appreciate her detaching for me." What a sweet man. What an idiot I am over and over again. I always hang new clothes with the tags still on. In turn, I guess I leave them there. I'm pleased however that my new shirt was a good find off the sale rack at U.O. of a bargain of $9.99! It might be a little tight in the chest region but a voice in my head said, It'll fit you a little better WHEN you lose a few more pounds. This voice has been repeating that phrase as long as I can remember. Wonder if the voice will ever say something else like. "Get serious and quit lying to yourself!!!!"

In college I went to school one day {in a new pair of jeans} with a big ol' {size twenty something} sticker running down the back of my knee! That is so me. Ugh. Not only did the guy who pointed it out for me likely get a good laugh. But who knows how many girls were thinking but not telling!

I don't love being one of those frantic mothers who is always just a tiny bit jittery due to always running late and too many things are last minute.

I hope someone gets a laugh at my expense:

You might be a mom if...

You find a sucker stuck to your butt!

Vegas and the Lion King

2009-06-10T14:36:00.000-07:00

Yes, this picture is retched of me. It was the best one...

Went back to dark hair!!! The red was awful!

And I love Stella's bow from the WWW expo.

They did a lot of this, Stella chills and Gabby watched airplanes and "airlacopters"

We headed to Las Vegas for a much needed break with the kids and Shaun's family. It's kind of a tradition at this point, and pretty much a girls trip. BUT, Shaun is always included if he wishes.

Since I'd have my hands really really full with 2 young kids I wanted him to go so he could take Gabby to Lion King. Stella is just past the age of sleeping through anything and needs her sleep when she wants it. So, I stayed in the room and put Stella to bed before the show even started. I was glad Gabby got to go with her daddy and have a great time. She was exhausted!! She slept in late the next morning and went to bed last night at 7:30, slept till almost 9 this morning. She needed to recoup from vacation mode. :)

We also did a little shopping and swimming at Mandalay Bay, which the kids love every year.

6 Months

2009-06-10T14:09:00.000-07:00

Who are you, and what have you done with my baby???

Stella is 6 months old (June, 3 2009).

How on earth did this happen? I can't answer that.

Here's how I feel about you being a 1/2 year old:

Baby come back! {you can blame it all on me!} Song by player from the 70's... Hopefully you sang it in your head like I did.

I want to hold you as 7 lbs again.

Weren't we just barely up most nights as I stared at how tiny you were and wondering if I could somehow stop the time.

I want another baby just like you.

I keep saying I want to wean you but I won't even try yet. I can't give up nursing you just yet. I think I'll wait another 6 months?

@ 6 Months You:

Sleep like a champ!!! If you wake up in the night you only fuss for a few minutes tops, then put yourself back to bed. {I'm in love}

Don't like baby food. I'm totally floored by this one.

Are cracking up all the time at your silly sister who does anything to make you laugh.

Love mommy the most.

Like to be able to see daddy at all times

stop eating if anyone talks to you or me

Pull way up on your hands and lift your head super high.

Look high centered on the floor while you attempt to "move"

Are almost sitting up without props.

almost...

The {ROYAL} party...

2009-06-05T21:35:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time...

... The End

The woman behind the fabulous cake...

Grandma Heidi

Thank you for making this such a special day for Gabby and her friends.

You are amazing at what you do.

We love you so much!

Happy Birthday Gabby!

2009-06-02T15:22:00.000-07:00

Today you're still 2. Tomorrow you're 3.

I can't belive you were once inside of me

The best part of being your mother, is that you're mine to keep FOREVER!

INTERVIEW with our Princess

Favorite food: Popsicles {you insist they are food-not junk}

Favorite things:

daddy's games

Pink {blanket}

berries

pink TV

shoes!!!

nail polish

sparkles on your eyes

dance class

your friends and cousins

Jimmy Johns

Blue drink {you love me to take you to Sonic! Or is it the other way around?}

Sno cones! {all the colors}

Favorite movie: Cat in the Hat, Curious George, Horton Hears a who, Bee movie

Favorite TV show: Max and Ruby!

Favorite thing to do: Park with friends, paint nails and go see Tae!

Dislikes: Going home from either grandmas house! Getting told no, Being cold, getting your hair washed.

Questions:

Do you love your mommy and daddy? Yes. To the sun.

Who's your best friend: mommy, daddy, Tae. All the friends.

Do you like Popsicles? I want 2

Who's your favorite Princess? Snow Wipe

Are you pretty? yeah. Really so pretty!

Do you like make-up? On my brows.

Where do you want to go now? Heidi's home!

Things I love about you:

You are such a talker! A true sponge. You say it all- and need lots of background information. i.e. You meet a friend you start asking who the mommy, daddy, grandparents names are. Then proceed to ask if so and so is married? I die laughing at you!

You are GIRLY as all get out. I LOVE it!!! I always wanted a girly girl. You always love me. You are a whole lot of personality!

You are my best friend in the world.

Super soft little heart

You have the cutest little voice! Dr. said, "mom be sure and get lots of video of that cute little voice of hers."

You are so concerned about your sister.

You pretty much potty trained yourself. {I'm just that good though!}

You have always been the best little sleeper!

When you talk back, its usually DANG cleaver!

You have super cute feet and hands.

Your beautiful eyes.

Happy 3rd birthday baby!!! I love you "really so much"

5 months old

2009-06-02T14:49:00.000-07:00

I can't believe 5 months has come and passed us by in such a hurry.

I still love you more everyday!

@ 5 months you:

Laugh at Gabby constantly.

When Gabby is not home you realize she is gone, and you are not as happy just laying on the floor or in your bouncer.

Sleep much better now days- But I'm not holding my breath... You tease me in spurts.

Weight 17.4 lbs... Which means it is way hard for me to carry you in your rear facing car seat!

Wear 12 or 12-18 mo. Shirts and 18-24 mo. bottoms if they aren't leggings! You are wearing most of Gab's clothes from when she was 11 months and up. I am in disbelief at the belly you're working with.

Are so fun to kiss, hold, squeeze and kiss some more!

Your nicknames are: Gloria, hippo, dough, chunk and Stel. Grandpa Ken calls you Shaunette. We laugh at gramps!

Are as sweet as sugar!

I sing you the same song every night. Gabby calls it Stella's song and usually requests I sing it to her as well.

She is so happy to have you as her sister.

She says, "Stewa is really so heaby mom"

I love you.

a lot.

4 Months- Rice Cereal=Love at first bite

2009-05-25T14:30:00.000-07:00

ALWAYS grabbin the toes

Hookin your big toe on the tray like always

You loved this stuff

Feeling good

When the day rolled around to feed Stella rice cereal I wasn't expecting her to like it really. Gabby just kind of accepted it but didn't favor it.

Stella busted up laughing the minute it hit her lips! It was too cute. We all 3 watched as each bite was just as funny to her as the one before. By the time I have video rolling she was done laughing {of course!}. She has really liked her rice cereal from that moment on.

We love our little Stella girl.

She loves to be in the Bumbo while we are all in the kitchen. I had to get a picture of her toes. She always "hooks" her big toes on the tray. I think its pretty cute.

@ 4 months you:

Still have acid reflux bad. Its annoying to us both, but you're still the ultimate 'best' baby.

You sleep okay but wake up at 4, 5, or 6 ish to eat.

You put yourself to sleep but not after at least an hour has past since you've eaten. Usually 2 hours. Since you spit, burp, blow chunks, and drool for that long after meals, it's just too uncomfortable for you to sleep any sooner:(

You roll like no body's business. First roll date: March 26th. So you were not quite 4 months yet. (We're still wondering how you get that head off the ground).

You LOVE Gabby!!! She always says, "Hey sissy!" in the Highest voice possible.

You are a momma's girl for sure.

You smile, laugh, and talk non stop.

You are so fun to have in our family

You are happy in your car seat for the LONGEST time

We leave you in your car seat when we get to church and 90% of the time you stay there, have a good nap and then get out and smile at everyone.

You didn't cry for your last shots!

You still WILL NOT eat anything on earth from a bottle. I've bought almost every type of bottle there is.

I love you more each minute! You are such a little ball of joy. I feel so lucky to be your mommy.

4 Month Well baby check Stats:

Weight: 17.6 lbs 94%

Length: I'll have to get back to this?

Head circumference: ?

Mothers Day 09'

2009-05-13T15:14:00.000-07:00

Sunday was wonderful! With the exception that I was seriously super sick as a dog Saturday night well into the wee hours. My always fabulous husband let me sleep in. WAY in! I managed to pull it together for church (late of course but what's new).

We headed over to the Highland park for a picnic with the Smiths. Lots of cousins, food, laughs, and a nice hot day. Gab had to give herself a little break in Stella's car seat. She was beat!!! She loves her cousins.

I love mothers day. And I really sure love my mothers too, both are just the best!

We also hit my mom and dads after the park. Lets just say, the heat did them both in. Gabby was so not ready to lea'b but she was tired anyway. Miss Stella had a strong opinion if ANYONE besides me was even so much as looking at her.... Oh boy! She was super tired. Church, park (+heat), then off to grandma#2's house!

Too much fun for one chubby hippo.

The best part about mothers day? I think It makes me so grateful for my kids. I am super duper, over the moon, in love with both of my babies. I get upset, overwhelmed, tired and then some at times but I never stop loving them for a moment. No matter how I feel they make me smile and laugh and cry from loving them so hard. I just appreciate that I was given the opportunity and blessing to be a mother to THEM! I can't wait to continue to watch them grow.

I love you Gabby and Stella Jane!

SYTYCD Season 5!!!

2009-05-12T14:28:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's that time again {where I remind you the next season starts}.

Set them tivos!

This show is so my all time favorite.

These dancers are AMAZING every year!

Amazing.

Thursday, May 21st on Fox

SYTYCD!!!

Tea for Me and Tea for You

2009-05-09T22:11:00.000-07:00

Today we went to a Mother's Day Brunch at our neighbors house. We had such a great time making a "flower corsage" for mommy and decorating a picture frame for our mommy daughter pictures. It was so fun to get together with friends and our daughters. We ate delishious sandwiches, strawberries, tastey treats, and sipped our pink tea! We had such a great time!

Thanks to Aileen, who is amazing!

(Did I mention that I LOVE my neighborhood!)

Four Months {a piece}

2009-04-26T22:13:00.000-07:00

These are not their "best outfit" pictures by any means but it's all I have where they are the same age {to the DAY} and making the same-ish face.

I love my little chubby cheeked babies!

Busy, Busy, and Busy

2009-04-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

17 lbs 3 oz. today.

Loving life!!!

She climbs all the slides by herself now. YAY!

I love this picture

Fix my shoe teacha

Best friends!

Hunter came to play while they were in town and she loved Gabby's baby Chicks!

Twinners

This one is my fave, Playing "school" with her "friends"!!! She stripped 90% of her bed and made her friends sing the hello and goodbye songs as well as head, shoulders, knees and toes.

Lately we have been going non stop. We have had so much fun as a family and I love to take my girls places everyday.

Gabby is obsessed (as every toddler is) with Jumping Jacks! She asks to go there on the regular.

My kids are growing up right before my eyes. I can't believe how quickly age is creeping up on ME in the mean time! NO WAY will I be 27 this year!?!?!

Gabby is still in dance and loving every second of it! I can't wait for the recital in May. She loves her friends in the class. Brenna, Kenna, Navi, and Harper are her faves. Even though Harper is not actually in the class, Gabby still loves her.

We are absolutely loving our neighborhood here too. I have loved moving to a place where actual neighbors exist. There are so many kids on our street.

Easter Overload

2009-04-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

We had so much fun on Easter weekend. The festivities never stopped. Unfortunately I only had my Camera on Saturday. We took tons of pictures because Gabby was in heaven at her 3rd egg hunt! She loves looking for eggs!

The night before Easter was so fun because we told Gabby if you leave carrots out then the Easter bunny comes to your house. She thought that was the ultimate idea! She was sure to leave about 50 as you can see. She told me to say in the note that he could have a "nack" if he was "Hungwee"! I just love this little womans excitement. She was so excited to go to bed. I tucked her in and sang her a song. About 10 min later I was downstairs cleaning up the living room putting all the toys and junk away. Gabby yelled from her room, "I wanna come see the Easter Bunny mom!! Let me see him!!" She obviously thought I was him. I had to tell her he didn't come until all of us were asleep. She said, "Go to bed NOW mommy!"

Cracks me up!

Easter morning she woke up at 7:30 (about an hour early, yay...) and headed downstairs not even bothering to tell us or wake us up! Nope, she headed right to the money pot and started in on the candy. We heard her rummaging around and went out to find her. It was so cute.

Stella slept right though it all!

Sunday was fun too. The girls looked so cute at church in their awesome dresses! Stella has to wear 12 month clothes. She is officially CHunkIER than Gabby was! I love how my back is dying from a 4 month old! Later on we went over to the Smiths to eat another incredibly delicious dinner with all his family! I love them. They are so fun to talk with, laugh with and eat with!!

I hope you all had a great Easter weekend!

Neglect

2009-04-02T20:39:00.000-07:00

I hate not blogging because I suddenly have no friends or {online} support group. I have not been on my computer much at all in the past few weeks. I have to admit that I've been a much better mommy during this time. I have read maybe 5 posts total and feel like I am totally missing out on your {and your kids} lives. It's weird not knowing everything you are all up to. I'll be back to visiting and commenting soon! I love leaving comments. It makes ya feel good. You know when it was the last day of school and you got to sign yearbooks. That was my favorite part of the day, possibly the whole year!
I'm gonna make a computer schedule (did I just say that out loud?) and put in some blog/scrap hours a couple nights a week. I'm such a loser but I totally have to divvy up my time or I don't get a single thing accomplished. I have been kinda back on the picture taking bandwagon too. I feel bad because there has been a huge gap in months where I sorta stopped taking lots of pictures of Gabby. She has grown up SOOO stinkin much lately too. I totally feel 3 on the verge. It's scary how much she has learned in about 3 months. I have this awesome book I bought at the What Women Want expo about letters and their sounds. Gabby is eating it up! We do 2 letter stories a night. She is getting her alphabet down so dang good. My goal is to have her know every sound and know how to spell her name (just Gabby) and recognize my cell number by preschool in Aug. Maybe she is behind according to all you super moms but hey. I don't think I knew jack crizap when I went to KINDERGARTEN! I need to spend way more time doing studies with her during Stellas nap time. i have been lazy.

Anyway, I don't like how sad my blog is with zero updates, meltdowns, or pictures on the regular... My girls are getting so big. Stella is a rolling FOOL!!!!
I'll be revamping it a tad and then it's gonna be back in biz very shortly!
<3

2009-03-23T22:03:00.001-07:00

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2009-03-17T21:06:00.000-07:00

Hello to all who read-

I have decided (already switched) to make my blog private because I no longer wish to blog socially. I usually blog what is going on with my kids and the things we do as a family as life passes us by. I sometimes feel like I have to leave stuff out cause I may talk about my family, kids or feelings too much. I am too lazy to scrap book so this is going to be it. I appreciate all the friends I've made and came in touch with again. However I don't really feel like I should devote so much time to this as a social network.

Just know my blog will be pretty boring now unless you really like my kids! You are all welcome to still read if you like. I won't be taking any of you off my list unless you ask.

Happy Blogging!

Stella- 2 month check up

2009-02-27T14:14:00.000-08:00

Stella did great at her check up yesterday. Gabby was horrified by the nurse giving her 'shops'. She said, "oh no! She hurt my sissy's wegs." Then she told the nurse it wasn't her turn.

Stella

Weight 14lbs 7.5 oz. 96%

Height 24 in. 83%

head cir. 16.25 87%

Wish I would have posted all of Gabby's stats! I didn't and now I'm so mad I can't compare them. I'm never sure if I remember things right.

Stella and Gabby {lately}

2009-02-22T00:44:00.000-08:00

Besties!!!

Gabby is getting so big, talkative, and brave all before my very eyes. I can't believe this major blooming stage she is in. She is not afraid of not being right by my side anymore and it's wonderful because she is starting to have so much fun with other people and their kids and my friends as well. She is no longer so shy and timid or I guess worried to speak to those who speak to her. She is my little girly girl who just loves her sister to pieces!

Stella just keeps on growing. I want her to stay a baby longer. I love her tiny {huge} soft little cheeks and little hands and feet. Her soft little skin and gummy smile. I love to look into her eyes. She loves me in the purest form. I am so lucky to have children. I am totally and utterly grateful.

My heart truly goes out to two friends who are often on my mind who are dealing with a loss yet again.

The bath today. She laughed for the first time!!

Right after a good hearty meal!

"Do my cheeks look full from this angle?"

Plump. Round. Squishy. Full.

Lots of smiles everyday

She looks SO OLD here!!! Stop growing up so fast!

Helping daddy get a drink

Laughing at daddy {suddenly} known as "Prince Charming"

Her favorite reassuring phrase, "Don't cry SteWa, Dabby's here"

She says, "Hold hands SteWa"

Watching Curious George together

Gabby and Stella,

My wonderful girls who bring me more joy than I could have imagined a child could bring. I love you more than words could say.

Love, Mommy

Family Pictures- December

2009-02-21T19:23:00.000-08:00

We had some pictures done by Melody Averett of M&R gallery. I am happy with how they turned out. Stella was so good and the perfect age (2 weeks). A little personality and not asleep the entire time. What a joy to us she is.

here are some I really liked.

Gabby's Prayer {tonight} and Vegas Highlights

2009-02-06T18:41:00.001-08:00

Heavenly father
bless mommy, Stella,
Circus (Circus Circus in Vegas)
Curtain, Tobey (shaun's uncle Curt and Colby)
Grama Sherril, 2 grandmas,
Daddy, 2 papas,
Jojo, Adi
Jimmy Johns,
Pirate Pizza,
Russ, (can't figure this one out. She is pretty scared of him)
Taran, Tasha,
Jojo, Adi,
bebe, lace, brian
(our friends and their little girl)
2 Lace, baby (I'm pretty sure she was talking about my sister and Kenzie).
Amen

We say prayers every night with Gab and now she likes to say them with no help. I love hearing how her little mind works. 98% of the time she blesses things like her sparkly shoes, lip gloss, Snow White, Cinderella, Vegas, or Dancin' class. Tonight she added food favorites. I wanted to write this prayer down as exact as I could before I forgot.

When we were in Vegas this week we went to Neiman Marcus to exchange some jeans of Shauns. We have never taken Gabby into stores like this before (for obvious reasons). Lets just say she went BIZZZURK over the displays of clothes and shoes for new spring lines. All the mannequins in this one particular section (about 6 of them) were dressed in pink, purple, peach, and orangy tones. She wanted her shoes off immediately and was going crazy over these Miu Miu shoes that were like 5 in. platform heels with sparkles and butterflies. Then she wanted some Purple velvet wedge sandals that were outrageously fabulous. She absolutely thought we should buy her every outfit, shoe, and accessory on each mannequin. We got her to leave by saying could get them later, but we had to go get a diet coke now. She kept saying, "right back shoes, one minute," "right back dress." Really it sounded like this, "a back resses. A back shoes, a back netwace."
Shaun looked at me pretty seriously with a way worried look on his face and said, "She is gonna be expensive"
We always knew Gabby was girly, but we will never forget her sitting on the floor and taking off her {already fabulous} shoes right in the department store going from each mannequin in disbelief at how amazing they looked in their outfits! She totally gets it and was so overwhelmed by all the great stuff! This was one of our favorite moments with her because it is so her. It reminded me of the scene from Sweet Home Alabama when Patric Dempsey takes Resse Witherspoon to Tiffany to pick out any engagement ring she wanted. Any woman would be in heaven at that moment. Gabby was like that in the store. It was so cute to see her excitement! I am so bummed I forgot my camera. I would have loved to take pictures of this scenario and the rest of our trip.
Unfortunately for me and Shaun, Gabby is obsessed with Circus Circus {dirtiest, smokiest place on earth). She asks us to take her to "begas" like daily because she wants to see the pirate ship (Treasure Island) and the Circus (which blows!). We have fun playing games there with her though. It is hilarious how many stuffies we leave there with. You'd think we robbed the place. There are a couple games I rule at as well as Shaun.
Ne-yo was playing on Thursday night and we wanted to go way bad but having a newborn who is boob obsessed is pretty difficult to leave. Shaun's mom was totally willing to come tend both kids for us while we left but I could see that night being anything but smooth for her. Stella is one spoiled cookie. How do you think she is gettin so chubby!

One last thing for the night. We have no TV... WTH? We go out of town for 2 days and come home to black screens! Shaun was like, "We better just move this weekend, what are we gonna do with no TV?" I am scared that I'll have to miss the Bachelor and The City on Monday! That just won't sit too well with me. Yes, I paid the bill! It's automatic for heavens sake.

2 Months!

2009-02-03T13:25:00.000-08:00

Today I am 2 months old. My mommy can't believe it. I weigh 14.2 lbs. I love, LOVE to eat {my mom is the BEST cook}. Occasionally I sleep 8-10 hours at night but then sometimes I remember how good of a cook my mommy is so we have a midnight snack if I feel like it. She doesn't mind, she just stares at me and then rocks be back to sleep. She kisses my chubby cheeks, neck, legs and even my toes. I think she really likes me. I have a rockin wardrobe but I'm so chubby that the clothes just don't quite fit right. Ps, The outfit I'm wearing here is 9 months!!! My sister was 16 lbs at 3 months. I'm just trying to fit in here!

Lost and Found

2009-01-24T21:50:00.000-08:00

In high school I kept this journal that I just wrote random quotes and feelings about whatever down. I haven't seen it for almost 6 years. I found it today and I loved looking through it. It brought back a ton of memories about myself and all the things I experienced. Especially spiritual things. I always took general conference notes in it so I could look back on things that influenced me personally. I specifically made this a journal with nothing but positive things in it. I think I'll show it to my kids when they are older and encourage them to keep a similar record of positive, uplifting experiences.

*8 Steps to Heaven

2 a day- scripture and prayer

2 a week- sacrament and FHE

2 a month- Pay tithing/visit teaching

2 a year- tithing settlement/recommend renewal (well, it used to be every year, you get the picture)

*I complained because I had no shoes and then I saw a man with no feet.

*Some dream big, others wake up and do them

*The PAST is behind, learn from it.

The FUTURE is ahead, prepare for it.

The PRESENT is now, enjoy it because tomorrow it is gone.

*The devil seeketh that all men might be miserable like unto himself. 2 Nephi 2;27

*Goals bring us success and help us to move forward happily, with purpose.

One of my faves:

*I'll keep my body as healthy as I can, but I'm not living up to anyone elses standards but my own. My body has done miraculous things for me. I'm not going to criticize it.

*Winning... How did you do it?

I kicked when I didn't want to kick and I stroked when I didn't want to stroke.

*Who shall put their faith in God shall be lifted up.

*Don't worry about the things we cannot change.

I am a pretty open person. But when it comes to the gospel It is almost impossible for me to speak publicly. I guess I have a hard time talking about something so personal. I need to be better at sharing the gospel with strangers or even family. I had a friend in high school who would often share her feelings about the church and her testimony. I could never do it in return even though I wanted to. Why is it hard to share the foundation of my life and who I am. The gospel is the reason I feel happiness each day. It is perfect, I am not. I need that stability in my life. I wrote this poem when I was 17. I still feel the same today.

Homecoming

With tears in my eyes I'll run to him to receive the hug I waited a lifetime for. I'll look at him and say I'm sorry for all the hurt and suffering I caused.

Express my love for him. Thank him for his mercy shown, then kiss his hands and feet.

I'll ask, Was it true that the greatest gift you could have given me would be for me to see myself the way you did?

Did you ever want to give up on me or think I would not return?

I thought of you often and cared for you always.

I'm grateful for the times I prayed and asked to feel your arms around me, then felt you all around me.

I stood in need of comfort and you comforted.

I wanted to be just like you, I never did succeed.

I saw your reflection in all that was pure.

I look at a picture of you and I'm humbled. Learn of you and I'm inspired. Spoke of you and I wept.

I love you very much.

I am grateful that you sent me there so I could come back home.

2009-01-20T16:18:00.000-08:00

This is a day late. He deserves a tribute for being the best daddy and husband we could ask for. We love you Shaun!

We sent him the little sign via text message since he worked all day long.

So Far This Week

2009-01-20T15:16:00.000-08:00

I picked up a sinus infection
Stuck my hand in fresh red paint
Went to Jumpin Jacks (fun and gross)
Visited Brianna and Marla
Finally found Gabby Body Glitter!
Found the BEST sale (online) for my kids spring summer clothes! Seriously, Juicy infant outfits for 35 bucks!!!
Payed too many bills including all hospital bills or at least I hope thats the last of em' (ouch)!
Cleaned my storage room out-ish. Now I have one more to go.
Celebrated Shaun's birthday. I (he bought himself) got him a gun. He is saying we have to be prepared for the future. Whatever that means!
Oh, and I decided Chuck-a-rama has THE best Mac'n cheese ever!!! No wonder I gained a pound over night...

Is it just me or does a wife/mothers 'chores' NEVVVVERRRRRR end?! Seriously. I can't make it to Friday and let out a big sigh of relief because every single thing in my house is perfect! I used to be able to do that. I am doing laundry around the clock. My laundry room always looks like hell. You'd never know I fold and put away at least 1 or 2 loads everyday. My counter top in there is rarely empty! The dishes! Forget it! I don't even keep track. I don't hate doing the dishes except for the fact that my supposedly LUXURY Viking washer kinda blows. it cleans them good but they come out soaking wet? Annoying.
I sure feel lazy when I lay on the couch some nights to watch tv knowing a world of chores are lurking around the corner... EACH corner for that matter!

We are sick this week so I am letting my house look like a bomb went off. This could get ugly considering it only takes Gabby 20 min to destroy my room and bathroom!

Her newest thing??? She found my stash of pads, yes maxi pads she takes them by the handful and calls them her "pink mail" she delivers them ALL through the house. LOVE it! Love her!Don't love finding them everywhere! :0

Stella's Blessing day {pictures}

2009-01-15T20:25:00.001-08:00

January 4th, 2009

Stella's dress fit like a glove... Almost too tight for my plumpkin to wear!

We had great company, and wonderful food.

We love and appreciate you all!

After a pretty exhausting day,

And the next day, these!!!

I LOVE you too babe!

Stella Jane Sullivan

2009-01-06T17:17:00.000-08:00

These may as well not go out in the mail since everyone uses blogs now days anyway. The mail seems so old fashioned. But I love getting good mail rather than bills!

2008-12-31T16:26:00.000-08:00

Bedtime

2008-12-29T22:29:00.000-08:00

Tonight Gabby made me laugh (not unusual) before going to bed.

Our short conversation:
Mommy: Night, night Gabby.
Gabby: Night, night Mommy.
Mommy: I love you.
Gabby: I love you too babe.

It makes me laugh when she says things to me that Shaun and I say to each other. She always yells through the house, "babe, are you here" to Shaun. Or she says, "Shauny boy" sometimes instead of dad. But my favorite is when he gets home she often says, "hi babe."
I sure love this age! The pros for sure outweigh the cons of it.

Also, how in the heck is Stella 1 month old on Wed? I want to go back to the day I had her and just start all over again!!! It is so bittersweet to have a growing thriving little infant. She has been nothing but pure joy to me.

Christmas Eve and Santa!!!

2008-12-26T14:33:00.000-08:00

Every year my family goes to the Pizza Factory for dinner. We have been going as far back as I can remember. It was really fun to go this year with all the babies and see the family again. I will say it was surely bitter sweet without Chelsi there. I always spend a lot of time catching up with her and Shayli usually. This year I was a little preoccupied with 2 kids anyway so it took my mind off her being gone a little. We usually go to my parents house after and talk a few more hours away. I love spending time with our families. especially our new little tiny foursome up here in the lovely snow covered Ledges.

We were lucky enough to get Gabby to bed before 8pm so Shaun could get started on Santa's projects! He was not too excited about some of the toy assembly but he was so excited to see the look on Gabby's face so it was all worth the time and efforts!

Gabby was a riot! She went from toy to toy in 2 seconds flat and when it was over she could barely chose where and what to play with. We decided that we should have gotten her half the stuff and she would have never known the difference! My car is STILL packed with presents from both grandmas houses! We are tempted to pack away all that stuff til we move! Where to put it all?! Seriously! Stella made out like a bandit as well. NO thanks to us. We got her 2 giant boxes of diapers and wipes! I did just get her a whole new nursery so I called it good enough with all that. kids are EXPENSIVE!

Shaun and I didn't do presents for each other again this year. I like it that way. We did do a donation in our ward and called it good. This has been a tough year for so many. Good causes are definitely a great cause.

We had a great time yesterday spending lots of time with both families! I am gonna really have to watch what I eat because Shaun's mom cooks the most amazing elaborate feasts! eating at their house is just like the segment from the Grinch where the table in Whoville is FILLED and it seems like it's a hundred feet long with all the food you could only dream of.

Things I'm loving {NOW}

2008-12-20T17:17:00.000-08:00

The Car seat Canopy! Love this because it is so stinking cold outside right now! I don't have to worry about it falling onto Stella's face. Keeps those germs and strangers who like to touch away. AND it is a nursing cover too.

Unsalted pistachios! I eat too many a day.

Bear Naked trail Mix. This is what I eat in the middle of the night after I feed Stella. I'm always SO hungry! No sugar or preservatives. They have packs at Costco that are perfect for the car or my purse. Check it out here.

Enjoy Texture Spray. This stuff is my favorite stuff I've ever tried. I have super fine, flat, hair. The only thing its good for is feeling soft. This stuff makes it have body but not feel like crap in my hair. I'm super picky about my hair feeling gross, this passes the test.
OPI: Makes Men Blush. Great natural nail color. Not too pink or peach.

I'm mad because...

2008-12-18T17:31:00.001-08:00

I have this problem...

Today while I was driving, I saw a very similar picture on a billboard that said, "Cure your hangover" I laughed, then almost cried! YIKES. I forgot how awful/weird postpartum baby body looks. Good thing for daily-ish improvement.

On another mad note, Stella's blessing dress is not here yet!!! So much for spending $25 flipping dollars on 2 day shipping (5 days in advance)! Ugh!!! Family pics/baby pics are tomorrow! Crap! My kids are going to have ghetto pics unless I can get to UPS early enough and track down my MIA package(S)!

Baby and Me

2008-12-16T18:04:00.000-08:00

Last night Shauns mom took Gabby to a Christmas party a friend of hers was having. Gabby had such a great time and when I got her all ready to go she just looked so old! It was so nice to have a night to myself with the baby. I just held her for 3 hours straight while I gorged myself on unwatched tivo episodes of my fave shows. It was quite a night for me! Sad! I love tv and never watch it anymore due to the heaps of laundry I do and my new 9:30 bedtime.

I am just so glad Gabby got to get out and do something really fun with her cousins. She needs things that are all about her where the new baby can't steel all the attention.

Things are still great, Stella has acid reflux but now she is doing much better and going 3 hours between feedings now. Can't wait until its 4, 5, or sleeping through the night! I'm somehow great on energy though. I seriously have loved every minute of having another baby. I don't know what I was so worried about. I am so full of gratitude and happiness. I just love staring at her cute little face and watching her eat and eat! I had forgotten how peaceful newborns are. I would love to know what they think and dream of all day long!

Now I'm ready to get all moved into our new house... Yep, We are moving AGAIN!!! I'm not even gonna pretend I'm not sick and tired of moving either! But at least I never need my carpets cleaned!

Best Big Sister Award

2008-12-11T16:27:00.000-08:00

Gabby has adapted to having a baby (competitor in the home) so easily! I am so relieved at how amazing she has been with Stella. She loves her and is so concerned when she makes any type of noise. She likes to watch her eat, help mommy change 'stinty' diapers and even pick out her clothes and bows. Gabby has seemed to grow up almost instantly from the day before Stella came. It amazes me how much she knows and all the things she does on her own.

I love you more than ever Gabby, you are my biggest beautiful girl!

1 Week!

2008-12-11T16:24:00.000-08:00

She is so WONDERFUL!!! I am absoluetly, positively, no doubt about it, in LOVE!
I love having two beautiful girls now! I could not be happier with my kids!

Ready to go home!

2008-12-08T17:45:00.000-08:00

Stella has been so sweet! I can't believe what an amazing experience it was to have her. It was so relaxing to have a scheduled birth rather than emergency c section. Things went so smooth and she came out just ready to be here. So far she has put up zero fuss! She is so beautiful, I can't believe you can fall in love with more than one baby. It is so fun to have a growing family and see Gabby take so well to her. She loves baby Stella and tries to help with everything. I was so worried about Gabby getting enough attention. Shaun has been an amazing help!! It would not be so smooth if he weren't helping out so much. We could not be more excited. I am having so much fun with her.

You can see more pictures of Stella from last night that my mother in law took if you click here.

Meet the Newest Sullivan Girl

2008-12-08T14:23:00.000-08:00

Both a little nervous
Suiting Up!
It's baby time
Stella Jane!

Continued...

2008-12-08T14:18:00.000-08:00

Taking her to mommy!
First feeding
Sisters!!!
The girls!

On our way to meet Stell!

2008-12-08T14:13:00.000-08:00

I'm so mad this picture was blurry! I had Shaun take a few pictures right before we left the house. They all turned out like this. Oh well, you get the idea.... She is ready to join our family!

As it turns out, I pretty much went into labor when they were monitoring me and giving me fluid. My contrations were about 5-8 min apart so she would have been here soon either way.

Stella Jane!!

2008-12-06T15:32:00.000-08:00

9:42 am

7lbs. 12oz. 20 in.

Pictures on the way!!!

Wed. Morning came and went in a hurry. I just got home and things are going great! Stella came out crying with her eyes open to see us! She is so amazing and is doing perfectly!
I have lots of pictures as soon as I can get to them!

Thanks to all our support and visitors!! We love and appreciate you all. Flowers, gifts and visitors made the week even that much more special! Thanks again to you all.

Potty Trained!!!

2008-11-24T19:58:00.000-08:00

I can't believe Gabby is totally 100% potty trained! It literally took 2 days. I just told her that her baby sister was going to wear diapers and she was a big girl who could wear panties like mommies (Not exactly...). She was so in love with the idea that we both wear panties. I think that sealed the deal. She carries her basket of panties around half the morning trying to decide which pair to wear. She is hilarious! She will set out every pair, tell me who is on them and line them all up. Finally a decision is established. But then the hard part is getting dressed. You can probably guess that she will wear a shirt and shoes but never wants to put on any jeans of skirts or anything! Her personality is so funny and particular!
We usually leave the house with no pants on and put them on in parking lots.
She will walk around all day and tell herself, or me; no pee pee on mommies couch, or car or floor or wherever she is at that moment. She peed two times in her pants and felt so sorry and sad. I have no idea why. She would just tell me she was sorry and said, "oh no! pee pee on panties mommy!" Thank goodness we only had one poo poo accident. I threw them right in the trash. She was totally grossed out by the whole thing and wanted me to throw them out. The best part was, when I took off the pooped in undies she said, "no no doggie, don't eat Dabby's poo poo!" She totally remembered our dog (we had for 4 days) would try to lick/eat her poo whenever I changed her diaper! SICK.

Night time is still not good! Now that she won't go in a diaper (I put one on her at night just because) she wakes up super early, 6:30 or 7ish to go potty. At least her diapers are dry. I can't believe it. She also wakes up in the night pretty much every night and WILL NOT go back to sleep unless I take her to bed with me. It's so strange. I'm not even gonna try to enforce anything right now with so much change around the corner. I feel like it will just take so long so I might as well wait it out til I get her a big girl bed because that will be an adjustment all in itself.

Oh, and No Stella yet!

But don't worry, my sisters baby will probably beat mine!! She is already dilated to a 1 1/2. Me? Nothing.

Best belly comment yet!!!

2008-11-20T22:36:00.000-08:00

Tonight was my niece Addi's 4th birthday party at the Bear Mill. I had reservations about going in the first place since I'm embarrassed and not really into public appearances at my present state. But like I was going to miss a fun, fabulous family party. Gabby had picked out her choice and I stood in line by her side (of course). There were 3 older boys there in front of us and they all kept glancing back at me, or my stomach I should say. I'm guessing they were about 7 or 8 ish? 2 of them had the following conversation:

"Dude, What do you think is under her shirt?"
"A bouncy ball?"
"Dude, bouncy balls are NOT that big!"
I interjected politely and said, "I'm having a baby."
They looked at each other and one said, "Gross!"

Still no baby yet

2008-11-16T22:46:00.000-08:00

I am BaReLy hangin in there! I have got stretch marks for DAYSSSS on my belly. I never got this big in the belly with Gabby. I'm sure because she came a little early.
And, Mark my words, I'm positive this baby will weigh about a pound more than Gab did. At least. I was never this uncomfortable with her. I am to that point where you just don't really sleep anymore. a couple hours here and there at night. I am so excited to get her here and Gabby introduced and used to her..... That last one may take awhile! I held my new nephew tonight at my moms house and Gabby wasn't having it! She dragged the car seat over and told me to "Put him back!" and kept saying, (to the baby) "Hey!, That's my mommy!!!" But she kissed the heck out of him just as long as he wasn't in my arms!
GOOD TIMES AHEAD!!!!!! I can't wait to meet my little angel. Gabby and Stella will ONE day be best friends. I don't think it will take long either.

I'm on track to have a c-section on Dec. 3rd. I don't know if I'll make it til then. I go to the Dr. on Thurs and I'll be asking if I can have it on the 28th but we'll see.

You have GOT to be kidding me!!!

2008-11-10T17:42:00.000-08:00

Shaun was just headed downstairs to give Gabby a bath. He steps on the basement floor and.... WET!!!!!! Soaked beyond belief! What the heck?! Our basement is totally flooded. Thank goodness for 24 flood damage. They came so fast and were in and out in 4 hours. It was really bad so our basement will be out of commission for the next 4 ish days. Yikes!

Also, Has anyone ever experienced their toddler to be EXTREMELY Attached? I don't know how to put more emphasis on the word attached!? Gabby is 100% paranoid that when I'm out of sight (meaning even walking to the laundry room without telling her) she FA-LIPS! Nursery and Dance class? FORGET it! On Sunday I had to sit next to her touching her for her not to cry. No strange adult can talk to her, she hates it so bad. I am so confused. She has always been a total mamma's girl but never this bad. She bawls her head off when I leave her with Shaun or even grandma lately. It only lasts a few minutes but She won't let Shaun bathe her, put her to bed, or half the time even hold her? Yes, I love her to pieces and I'm not complaining but She is about to have a major intruder/sister and I'm terrified she'll get 10 times worse if that is possible?! Will she ever be able to go to pre-school and trust that I'll be back?

Has ANYONE experienced this and how long does it last?

100 weeks?

2008-11-03T14:55:00.000-08:00

I am seriously getting huge. I had a melt down on Sunday because I had literally grown out of all my church clothes. It was bad! Really. I had a meeting at 10 so I was in a hurry to leave but nothing fit. Finally I left wearing a dress that did not cut it and was too snug to fit my slip under... It's a good thing I live in Winchester... Lots of fashion faux pas going on up in my neighborhood. I could have died of embarrassment. I tried to put the focus on cute shoes and a great long black coat I wore. Hopefully nobody noticed my ill fitting dress! My garment top was a total belly shirt and my bottoms are so dang tight they give me the Inter tube silhouette! My dress was all sheer-ish around my globe of a belly. Why did at least 5 women put their hand on my belly? Probably to see if I was still breathing! What a disgrace!

Bad day...

You're probably thinking, Why don't you just wear maternity garments.... I do! They are belly shirts. And the Bottoms? Forget it! I do wear those too but the "Pouch" goes about 1/3 the way over my belly making me feel like I'm a Higgly Town Hero character who just pops in half! Not to mention it's painful. So I just bust a sag with the pouch so I get a really cute fanny pack look from it! I'm sure Shaun wants to just gobble me up right?! {Gasp}

Nursery

2008-11-03T14:49:00.000-08:00

Stella's room is for the most part done, it's just not decorated yet. But I don't know when that will actually happen. her colors are pretty much purple, blue and pink. I really like how it's all coming together. I have quite a few accessories to get. I also need to hang her picture frames and shelf. Should be pretty cute when it's all done.

Halloween!!!

2008-11-03T14:44:00.000-08:00

This year Halloween was so much fun! Gabby has loved every single thing about this month. She wants to go on a ride almost every night to see scary houses. She always says, "mommy, one more time pweese" and "Where'd scary go?" She has so many little expressions that just make me laugh.

She dressed up as Tinkerbell for her Halloween party in Dance class and then I dressed her and I up as kitty's for the trunk or treat party because she always meow's and licks everyone!
I got lots of comments about having a HUGE litter on the way! Fabulous. I thought black was slimming? Hmm.

Gabby growin up

2008-11-03T14:18:00.000-08:00

I took these pictures a couple months ago and never looked at any of them. I can't believe how old my baby has gotten. She acts so old and especially sassy lately. The sassy part is not my favorite because it is usually her trying to work me over big time! Her little purple dress is one of the things I brought her from our Mexico trip in Sept. She loves that dang dress!
The BROWN MARKER is her pitty makeup! Luckily it came right off with a wipe. I don't know how she got her hands on that marker, I thought I'd thrown them all out due to the same incident with a green one!

I love this little diva!! She is growing up so fast.